25 July 2009

asentencewithoutspaces

i thought after july things would get better.

guess i was wrong. seems worse than ever.

double whammy indeed. why double the whammy, only x knows.

i pray you'll be fine. and you'll come back soon.

If you, if you could return

Don't let it burn, don't let it fade

I'm sure I'm not being rude

But it's just your attitude

It's tearing me apart,

it's ruining everything.

22:05

30 April 2009

hahaha.

the irony of it all.

guess everyone carries themselves differently

18:16

05 April 2009

this is insane.

there is one thing that i should have done, to have given the hug that very sunday after you walked out of the house.

because, this is insane.

23:34

04 April 2009

i had a dream of the dogs and everything else. wow. and i saw one similar to the older one.

been having heart palpitations the past week or two. no idea if it's because of the pills i'm on that's giving the side effects or if it's like anxiety attacks or what. but it sure feels different and odd. feels like a mini heart attack.

i hope the next two weeks of work will run smoothly. please i need it to run well.

that's all i need, well, at least for now.

14:53

24 March 2009

let's just hope this hostility doesn't reap into being disrespectful and the spilling of all kept secrets all this while.

if the least, that would be all that's needed.

well then again, i shouldn't be caring too much should i.

23:03

23 March 2009

i wish things are different and would have been different.

but it's my choice and my path. because it'll be better.

stick to it.

besides, hostility for me is not needed. but i understand fully.

rumours start and assumptions spread like wildfire.

let's see what happens.

00:20

16 January 2009

9002

it's a new year. figured i'd update since the last was half a year ago.

so,

Starlight, Starbright.

which?

funny how i didn't think of any resolutions this year, due to the lack of time.

and right now i feel like i don't have any goal to look forward to.

but it's good, own thoughts own time.

but i know, very blessed i am for the people around me.

i look at every individual and i see why they complete me.

giving thanks is an understatement.